What
was I thinking........?
that
life’s gonna be like a cherry on a pie;
no
worries, no tension and no one to question ‘why’;
that
I’ll be smiling forever with no moments blue;
then
hold on kid......you haven’t any clue.
What
was I thinking........?
that
parents and teachers are devils on earth-
their
lessons and lectures aren’t any worth;
that
I am ‘CEAT’- born tough;
then
hold on kid......you haven’t met rough.
What
was I thinking........?
that
completing homework was my biggest task;
writing
exams, which I wonder who asked;
that
fights with friends were important issues;
then
hold on kid.......you’ll be needing more tissues.
What
was I thinking........?
when
I was dreaming of a future so far;
missing
out moments which were at par;
wanting
desperately a life like a ‘movie star’
then
hold on kid.......you’ll be needing a racing car.
Now
that I have grown up, I realise how much I miss
those
fun filled days, where not a worry did exist
travelling
back in time, is what I wish
where
life was at its extreme bliss.
But,
what was I thinking........why in such hurry was I to grow up!!!!
Why
in such hurry was I to join the ‘Big club’??
It’s
been a long time since I have penned down my thoughts. Keya, a friend from my
previous school always kept saying that I should not stop writing poems. But
where is the time I kept wondering, life has become so hectic that we fail to
create time to do what we love most. Then pops up this additional responsibility
to write for the school blog- which people mostly would think as a burden, but
I take it as an opportunity.
It
was the last day, I completely forgot about the blog and I was running short of
time- thousands of mental calculations, great dilemma- What should I write??
Out of nowhere this topic popped out- “What was I thinking….?”
It’s
been over a decade, 12th year exactly, I have been in this profession
and I kept wondering- What is the reason?
Why am I in this profession? Why have I not got bored yet? I guess its because, when
I watch the kids playing and having fun, I get to relive my childhood.
‘Childhood
’- those golden days, I guess no one would deny that those were the days filled
with happiness when we had no worries. But little did we know what future had
in store for us. The only worry we had back then was when will we grow up. Now
that we have grown, we know how much we have to struggle- busy planning and
securing future and missing out on all the fun. I wish I could go down back in
time, to relive those moments one more time.
-Laxmi Goyal